Temper Tantrum Tuesday (On Wednesday)

I know, I know....I am a day late and a dollar short.....Today is NOT Tuesday, it is Wednesday. So WHY am I doing a Temper Tantrum Tuesday on Wednesday? Well, I have to confess....it's because I was too mad to blog yesterday. I never thought I could say that, but it's true. Hmmm.....but it IS Wednesday....

How about Whining Wednesday? I can do that. LOL! Okay, let the whining begin!

My boss, as you all know, as a bonus, was supposed to give me $500 toward my trip to go see Ryan in Florida on the 13th. I know what you are thinking....yes, today IS the 4th. Yes, there are LESS THAN TEN DAYS before I get on an airplane and leave the big state of Texas on my way to the much smaller state of Florida, where my beloved fiance lives. Let me repeat that: LESS THAN TEN DAYS! I closed my four loans for the month, they have even all funded (which means that she has her money!)! Yet....wait....something is missing.....what is it.....OH RIGHT....my plane ticket! I still don't have one. Or a car reservation, or a hotel reservation. Yes, I spent a lot of time and aggravation and patience online until I got the ABSOLUTE BEST deals possible...since she said she would give me $500 toward my trip, I wanted to get the most for my money. So I found a plane ticket for $275, a car for $121, and a hotel for $113. Which means that the $500 she is giving me for a bonus covers my ENTIRE trip, except for less than ten dollars of it! Then....yesterday.....my plane ticket went up. Now, today, it has gone back down (for now), but that is ENTIRELY not the point! The point that I have been TRYING to make with all of my rambling is this: I STILL DON'T HAVE MY PLANE TICKET, CAR RESERVATION, OR HOTEL RESERVATION!!!! She knows that I am leaving next Friday. She knows that the closer we get to my departure date, the more the plane ticket will go up. She KNOWS that she OWES me this bonus!!! So WHY.....please, if anyone knows the answer to this question feel free to share.....has she not taken care of this?!?!?!?!

*sigh* I am so upset about all of this....I don't know why she can't just stand by her word. I stood by mine, and I closed those four loans for her in January. I earned this trip, and I am GOING on this trip whether she pays for it or not. BUT, if she DOESN'T, then I won't be coming back to this job after I get back. I can't work for someone who doesn't keep their word to me.