Well, it's Tuesday, I guess....
Well, not coffee...lol....I don't drink coffee....but coca cola, lol!!! I can't wake up without it!
Okay, so I worked TWELVE HOURS yesterday, and I am SO beat....
I swear that is all I do these days. If I am not working, then I am at home reading a book....
Of course, there is cooking
, laundry
, and cleaning
, which I have to admit, I don't do too often. I assign a lot of that to the kids! LOL! But that's it. I have NO life, and I am really starting to realize that! I mean, when I had all that stress over losing the two good friends I had in my town, I remember thinking that it wouldn't be that bad....but it really sucks! I mean, I still have Kelly, of course...but she's in Dallas, so I can't just hop up and go to her house anytime I want to! LOL!
That icon really sums up pretty much how I feel about not having those two in my life anymore....but how crazy is it that I REALLY miss people who NEVER existed?! I miss being able to call up my friend (now ex-friend) Melissa, and just talk for hours! 
Just talking about nothing really..... And riding around in the middle of the night because there was nothing else to do, just talking.....
And you know what I miss most about Melissa? This is going to make me sound SOOOO weird.... 
I really miss being able to get together with someone I REALLY trusted...and just CRYING! 
She and I used to go riding in the truck, find somewhere we could just park and hang out, and we would talk about everything in our lives that upset us and made us cry! How crazy is that? LOL!
But it always made us both feel better! You know, picking at the wounds in your life doesn't help most of the time, but sometimes, when you just spend hours dwelling on it, and crying it out....it makes it hurt less.....and that is really what I miss most about my friendship with Melissa. We could talk things to death and cry on each other's shoulders until the truck was full of tears.....and then we felt better! 
Okay....that entry was NOT supposed to be about Melissa...I have no idea where that all came from......
I'll be back later......
Cassey
3 comments:
This is really sad and I"m sorry that you lost your best friend. My B/F and I had a falling out but now were kind of talking again and planning on meeting for lunch or something. I hope you find a new friend to do that with. It's gotta be really hard on you..almost like losing a sister. Especially if you talked almost every day. Hang in there!!
thanks for the invite:) have a good week
Deb
I'm sorry you are missing your ex friend Melissa....maybe you two could talk things out and become friends again...?
Hugs
Terri
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